Monday, June 16, 2014

Kelevra's Motives

As I said in my previous post, I would explain this.

When I was in prison, in the infirmary, laying there, not being able to move both Physically and Mentally, every scum sucking asshole in that prison knew who I was and when they found out that I was badly hurt, the excitement in the place grew, suddenly all of them grew some balls and wanted to be the one to put me away for good.

On the second night, I heard arguing near my room in the infirmary, arguing of two criminal groups, they obviously bribed the guards to let them in, they were a few steps away from me, behind the door. I knew that once they were gonna come into my proximity I was going to rise up from this bed and kill every single one of them and then another thought crawled into my mind...maybe I won't. So I remained on the bed, waiting for them to come in and kill me, I wanted to die.

Then you know that Sanna broke me out, but I remained still, I was seriously going to not move at all and just wait for my death, weather from hunger, or by someone else's hand. During one of the nights at Sanna's place I heard his voice, Kelevra's voice, that fuck wouldn't leave me alone even after death:

"So you're going to just sit there on you ass and wait to die? You do realize that wasn't the point of me trying to break you, right? Wake up! Wake the fuck up! Do you even now why I chose you as the guy to put me away!? Is it because you were cold blooded killer, a man of no remorse? Why in the fuck would I choose you because of such nonsense!? I chose you, because you are probably the most humanized human being I have ever met. I know why you killed your family a second time in the crossroads, you did it because you didn't want them dragged into this, you didn't want them to suffer, you didn't want them being disturbed from their rest, you found the strength in you to step over your personal agenda and preserve their peace. The reason why you help innocent people, rather than just kill those who deserve it is because there's a big in your brain constantly reminding you that you're not the only person in this world, you might see everything in black and white, but at least it's not all black. The reason why I wanted to break you, is because I wanted to break this illusion you created for yourself that you're a monster, you're a human being with suppressed memories, only those memories could bring you out and they did. I'm showing you, something Minxie showed me, we can change, we will change, we are human. So get off your ass, there's work to do, you have a plan, fulfill it!"

After that, his voice went silent and never re-appeared again. Maybe it's me going insane, or maybe it's part of his Azoth that's really talking to me, I don't know, I don't care. All I know is that I'm not giving up, it's like he said, I have a plan, I need to finish it.

So no more moping, I'm done, time to gear up.

First I'm gonna take care of Dimir, then our Tall friend.

16 comments:

  1. Good to hear you're out of jail, and that you got your confidence back, seems like everybody's really bouncing back all of a sudden.

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    1. About time, I for one, got tired of all the melodrama. Good to see that you two are also getting your heads back into the game.

      - Mr. Incognito.

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    2. Yeah, Annalee's not on her house painting binge anymore and instead she's just pissed off and drinking. She's coming back with a vengeance.

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  2. I hope that after having one of his captives broken out of jail, people will start to doubt his leadership.

    That said, I'm concerned that if Dimir dies, he'll just be replaced with another and it won't really fix the problem. I thought this for a while but I was too nervous to say it.

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    1. There is no concern, it will happen, he will get replaced. However, the space of time while there is no Oracle will give a chance for some people to get the hell out of dodge.

      Even when they find a replacement, I doubt they will be as effective as Dimir, this guy has been an Oracle in this place for ever, he knows this country like the back of his hand. Losing someone like that is a big blow.

      - Mr. Incognito.

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    2. When you kill him, wipe his computer database and get rid of as many files as possible. Force them to start from scratch.

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    3. If you lay hands on his files, you could send a copy to me. Probably somerhing useful I coild do with it.

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    4. And don't make any copies of the files or send them to anyone.

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    5. Sounds like you have something to hide.

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    6. That is not the case. I could not tell you what knowledge Dimir has in those files, but I bet it is dangerous and I bet it is accurate.

      If you were given the documents, it's on this blog now; you would be dogpiled by every proxy that wants control of Russia. This goes for anybody who gets them. This is why I propose destroying them.

      Say what you will about Dimir, but he is not a man to use information and power recklessly. We can't say that the next Oracle will be as prudent.

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    7. I know enough about dealing with dangerous data that I can slag my laptop with near enough no warning. Also I made sure I'll have warning if someone came after me before I stayed in a safehouse.

      Besides, you know there'll be copies and backups. Only reason not to have them is if you don't want the data getting to an enemy, in which case we want it.

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    8. None of you get the information, I will destroy all of it, but keep a copy on me.

      End of discussion.

      - Mr. Incognito.

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    9. Hm. A system of files from a dangerous and seemingly well read organization of evil. Now that's something I'd like to get my eyes on.

      Would you be willing to trade that copy for something else?

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    10. Sorry, but no. I need those for a plan, which will give other people a chance to get the hell out of dodge.

      - Mr. Incognito.

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    11. When you're done with it then. I think what I have would be something you'd be interested in.

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    12. Unless it's a War Head, I doubt it can interest me.

      Why don't you tell me what this "Interesting" item is through the e-mail?

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